He hates lying to Jesper, but he's doing everything he can to not be jealous of the situations that Jesper finds himself in. It's not like he actively went looking, as Jesper has said, but the situations still sting. He still feels the pang of jealously with every instance, but he's trying. Wylan is attempting to live with it because Hell wasn't going to give them a choice.

He smiles, however, grateful that he came to find him. "You did." He says quietly, kissing the top of his head. "And I'm glad you're here."

There wasn't anyone else he'd rather be with right now, anyway.

"So... Frenzy." He starts a bit. "What was it like?" Not that Wylan's curious to try it. He's arleady been through one drug induced haze, he doesn't need to go through another.