He knows that Jesper would have gone looking for him, but that doesn't stop the fact that he would much rather have him stay safe when they were both trapped in the fog. He hates how he relaxes as his hands settle on his waist, wondering if this was going to be A Thing for him going forward. Maybe if he could just move past the memories, it would be easier. He knew death could be violent, but he never expected it to happen to him.
A miracle that it never happened in the Barrel and he knew why that was.
"I don't think moving out of the hotel is going to make things better." He sighs, his fingers relaxing against his chest. "I don't think it matters where we are, it's just going to be torture."
Why take the chance with moving if it meant that they would likely just be tormented either way?
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He knows that Jesper would have gone looking for him, but that doesn't stop the fact that he would much rather have him stay safe when they were both trapped in the fog. He hates how he relaxes as his hands settle on his waist, wondering if this was going to be A Thing for him going forward. Maybe if he could just move past the memories, it would be easier. He knew death could be violent, but he never expected it to happen to him.
A miracle that it never happened in the Barrel and he knew why that was.
"I don't think moving out of the hotel is going to make things better." He sighs, his fingers relaxing against his chest. "I don't think it matters where we are, it's just going to be torture."
Why take the chance with moving if it meant that they would likely just be tormented either way?